Is Jehovah punishing me or is it just coincidence?

no, it couldn't be god punishing you. he's such a nice guy who never seeks vengeance. except against the whole human race because their forefathers stole a piece of fruit. and against the firstborn of every family of egypt because their nonelected king did something that they did not ask for and could not prevent. and against the israelites who had to wander in the desert for forty years because they believed the majority of the scouts that god's representatives sent to check out the land of canaan. and not against the whole world of noah who were drowned because they chose to live their own lives rather than be puppets of god. and not against...